The Nimbleness of Intelligence

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The nimbleness of intelligence

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How many times

will I shed raw and return?

Or is it a stronger current

amorphously assembling and deconstructing

in circuitous layers of attendance

as I unwittingly rally

behind the porosity of my tumbling thoughts,

the seduction of the “certainty” of knowledge?

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I am a small planet

a symbiotic microbial world

my mind’s peripheral orbit though

has flung so far out

in its trajectory that now

my axis seems nearly invisible

but I can still feel it…

this bright nucleus of love

teeming with life

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Tepid fleshed, soft and juicy

I navigate through

this microbial stew

with winged thoughts

a heart that prisms lightning

and opposable dancing thumbs

tingling with the emotive tracings

of “new” frontiers

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While underground

the nimbleness of intelligence

arises in quietude

fervent, listening

patiently listening

for openings of emergent steam

clear signs of the heat of engagement

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I look “out there” from inside this swarming warmth

positioning myself in the spaces in between

so practiced in resistance to the consistent hum of patterns and static

The quietude continues to rise from its circuitous path

through the soles of my feet

rising to the opening in my sky when I hear

In here! In here!

Not out there!

We’re right here!

We’re all right here

Playing in the fields of wild light”

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Image © by Jana White

Instagram @ Jana_H_White

Enigma

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Rooted in the Greek word for riddle

I steady myself

in the middle of the stream

So much rain

my toes search for purchase

as I move along in the strong current

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But I’ll not wander in the side eddies

where the slickest algae

coats the surface of the stones still idling there

passing time as if singular

feigning reflection

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An intoxicated accumulation

of over fertilized organic matter

girdling themselves

as if they could hold on to the ground

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My days have been emptying

full of the feeling that I’m living in two separate realities

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More than a waiting game

too much hard evidence

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Carrying a pack that needs to be cleaned out

and made into a traveling case of essentials

fit for traveling in even faster flowing water

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I’ve been carrying these stones around with me for decades. The one with the impressed shells is from the Northwest Pacific coast and was gifted to me. Its partner once dwelled further south, somewhere along the coast by Half Moon Bay, south of San Francisco.

They traveled with me when I returned to the waters of the east coast, after my sojourn with the Pacific.  The stones always hold a corner of one of my gardens, along with a bowl of water for the critters and birds.

The poem inserted into the photo arrived out of the blue, as many poems tend to do. It came as a puzzle and I chuckled as I considered who it could be referring to.

That is until…. could it possibly be “water”?  And partner with the poem “Enigma”?

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Poems and photo © Jana White

Instagram @ Jana_H_White